(text-style: "emboss")["It's the Goro! It's the Gorogoro show!!!!!"]
Thunderous applause from an unseen audience.
Today is the same as it was yesterday?
Again he walks onto the screen with a smile.
(text-style:"emboss")[//"Hiya! I'm Gorogoro the kitten! today me and my friends are going to go to space in my hot hot air balloon!//]
I wish I could be with you...
To be there...
Instead of (text-style:"blur")[[here...]]''YOU FOOLISH GIRL.''
//"Me and Wonderful are going to get the funny twins help to make the basket of the hot air ballon!"//
''HOW OLD ARE YOU. JUST HOW OLD ARE YOU? WHY ARE YOU STILL WATCHING SOME FUCKING SHOW ABOUT A GOD DAMN CAT''
''NO WONDER YOUR BRAIN IS THAT OF A CHILDS''
(text-style: "shudder")[[Im not a disgrace im not a disgrace im not a disgrace im not a disgrace]]
(text-style: "shudder")[[Shes right.. she's always right...]]I'm not a disgrace. I'm not.. I'm not...
''"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME RIGHT NOW?"''
she doesn't.. Understand... She doesn't care about
[[me]]I really am a terrible child.
''WHY ARE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ME''
All I do is watch Gorogoro..
All I am is some weird
''ON THE COUNT OF 3''
weird Girl(text-style: "shudder")[I want to become invisible. I want to become invisible I don't want to exist, I'm just a burden to everyone around me . I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I ]
''FREAKISH HELL SPAWN''
(text-style: "blurrier")[she hits me]
(background: red + white)[["Sana!"]]
I was born as an accident.
to two people
who didn't like each other.
did they love me? I'm not sure. But I'm not there anymore right?
I wonder where I am
(background: red + white)[["Sana!"]]
Iroha smiles at me and takes my hand.
[["I-I thought of something from... the past"]]I tell her. She looks at me for a second, and nods.
"Ok then... But if somethings troubling you, it's always ok for you to tell me! Or anyone else at home!" she takes my hand, "I love you Sana."
"I-I love you too Iroha!" I jump into her arms and cuddle her-
[[She disappears]]"Well...?" Iroha furrows her brow
"Um... I-I remembered when... I was younger.. And.. um..."
My heart leaps into my throat, thumping against its walls violently
it hurts. Sweat trickles down somewhere...
"...Sana if it makes you uncomfortable you don't need to say it," Iroha sits next to me and gives me a warm hug "We'll always be there for you Sana. Everyone in Mikadzuki"
"Even Gorogoro?" I ask her
We sit there for a while... It's so warm... I feel so happy to be loved..
[[my eyes are getting droopy...]]
Iroha runs up and hugs me tightly, "Please don't think of it Sana..." she pats my back.. It feels so comforting...
"You're here with me and all your friends... You're not there in the place that hurts so much anymore..."
I wish moments like this could last forever..
"You're here now"
I hug her back and rest my head on her shoulder... It's so comfortable.. Being held by someone that loves you..
I smile to myself..
(text-style: "fade-in-out")[[my eyes are getting droopy...]]A rush of cold air passes me on all sides.
The ground beneath me doesn't exist, I feel like I'm falling, I can't see anything, the moon? Is that the moon? No that can't be, the moon doesn't look like that, right?
The moon doesn't... (text-style: "blur")[Have... veins...] (text-style: "blurrier")[It doesn't.. smile... ]
(text-style: "rumble")[Hahaha... ]
(text-style: "shudder")[The moon has always been like this... It's beautiful isn't it.. The light of the great moon.. As I fall... ]
(text-style:"shudder")[[wonderful]]I feel the warmth... slip away... (text-style: "blur")[Her hands... Her embrace..]
(text-style: "shadow")[[She disappears]] from my grasp.(goto-url: "(goto-url: "https://wormonastring.neocities.org/")")